Wow, it’s been a long time since I’ve posted. I am sincerely apologetic to my followers for that. I haven’t been doing particularly well with my recovery and now that school’s back in session, I have the added pressure from that. My weight has risen back up to around 118 pounds, but hopefully I’ll be able to get that off by the time the winter Holidays come around.

Also, news about me! I’ve joined roller derby for the added exercise and stress relief. It’s actually a really fun sport and I encourage you all to check it out. :)

I haven’t posted in a long time, and it’s probably going to be that way for a while. During the months of May and June, I was in the hospital getting treatment for my bulimia. It’s now the end of August, and I’ve relapsed. I know that relapse is a part of recovery, but I’m not satisfied with the treatment I received at the hospital. I am considering going away to a specialized treatment centre about 5 hours away from my hometown. I think this is what would be best for me at this point in time; but we’ll see how things go from here. As for my weight: I’m down to 114 pounds since leaving the hospital (likely due to not binge eating while I was there). I haven’t done anything unhealthy to lose this weight, which is probably why it has stayed off this long.

Lately, there have been many stresses in my life which I may disclose at a later time, but for now I’d just like to wish all my followers safe and happy lives. I will post another update when I can, and will get back to posting recipes when possible. I love you all and thank you for your support. <3

I had my doctor’s appointment on Tuesday, and I got the results of my blood tests back yesterday. I have no liver or kidney damage (something my GP was really concerned about) but it looks like I’ve got iron deficiency anemia. I wasn’t expecting anything to be wrong so I was a bit surprised, but I’m glad. It could be significantly worse. 

I apologize, I’m doing really bad at updating. I’ve had a lot of appointments and have been feeling exhausted lately. This weekend I’ll update a bunch. As for my weight, it’s not budging from 128 right now. I’m clearly going to have to step it up even more if I’m going to lose any weight before summer. 

I may also be going on anxiety and depression medication within the next couple of weeks and I’m worried about how that could affect my weight loss.

adsfgorbvenjcdfk, what joy.

I’m not going to make excuses, I just want to say sorry to you guys. I’ll try to update a bunch today or tomorrow. Life has been a bit busy lately.